How can the mental health team say community treatment is less destabilising than hospital when I try to kill my self a lot?

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Update:

You’re a full blown psychopath AJ and I don’t attention seek. You’re vile. BPD isn’t an attention seeking disorder

Answer 1

Overdosing on tylenol is not suicidal it is stupid.

They said what they said because they are trained professionals who recognize your pattern of seeking attention, refusing treatment and then not partnering in you own recovery. 

You've nobody to blame for that but you.

First responders have more important issues to deal with than your constant pity parties and lashing out at anybody who tries to help you.

The world doesn't revolve around you sophie.

Answer 2

Because if you die in hospital, there is a shedload of paperwork, they are actually held responsible if you die in their care, but if you pop your clogs as an outpatient, it's the coroners job.