What do I do if I was given multiple chances to change & used them all up?
To be more specific, there's a site called twitch and program called discord and I had been watching this one streamer going on 2 year. For the past months she has come to me to tell me that I had been saying things or behaving in a way I member of her community shouldn't act. She tried to help me, but like an idiot I didn't take the necessary steps to improve, like taking a break and made things worse to the point of her banning me.
One of the last things she said was to give her some space which I had, even though its only been a week, I feel like one other thing she said has made me believe i may not be welcome back. That scares me, cause she has been a good friend to me, changed me in better ways, and i threw it away and im afraid I may never be forgiven.
I took a break, looking at 3 months, but im afraid I come back and i have not been forgiven, and to me is I ruined something great in my life, more importantly, two others who know us both may not know what happened as I have not told them and not sure she has. I gave them a partial truth, but I want to tell them the whole truth and out of respect of her, I am not. I still try to hold on to hope I can be welcomed back by her, but I just dont know what to do about either thing, the truth telling and how to move forward.
FYI, I dont blame her for any of it and understand why she did it, and it hurt her as much as it did me. Everything i done i did it from good place, just also handled other things badly.
- Anonymous2 weeks ago
Green 666 by isotope rays is NOT forgivable; it leads to permanent hell. 666 is given with World Passport with no name on it (grey plastic card). Police 666 people on highways. Food stores and prisoners/insane asylum folks (released by the antichrist) 666 people too. Reject vaccines. Don't go into UFO to be healed by demons. Hide with Orthodox Christians to escape 666; leave all electronics behind so that antichrist's minions can't track you; burn documents as documents are from Satan.Source(s): According to the LastProphet (aka incarnated ARCHANGEL URIEL aka saint healer VYACHESLAV KRASHENINNIKOV) if the last descendant rejects mark of the beast, then his/her direct ancestors go to permanent heaven. To reject mark of the beast, one needs to hide within a 10-15 people group without electronics/documents. Documents are from Satan; burn them. Electronics can be used to track you and to show the antichrist (even on old broken unplugged TV set from 1970's using Tesla's ether); forgive me.
- 1 month ago
Learn from your mistakes and try to be better next time. We all makes mistakes, the important thing is that we learn from them and do our best to correct them. I hope this helps.