What does it mean that I always feel fake?
I've always felt as if I never had a consistent personality. I never feel like "me" and I don't even know what "me" is. At times when I come to care about some people, I wish to bare my soul to them, but then I'm caught by the confusion of what that in of itself means, and then I'm confused all over again. I have a hard time with people to begin with. I wouldn't say I'm introverted, but I'm very distant (at least I feel that way) and I always feel like I'm faking a personality or emotion every time I speak and it's such a tiring thing to process on my own. I want connection- I want to start genuinely caring about what people say and how they feel rather than simply understanding it, but I don't know where to start.
- THE BANNIBAL ONELv 74 months ago
You are lying to yourself.
Be the real you.