Why do I feel this non-sense?

i would like to understand, don't be prejudice or judge me please because i would never harm a fly and that's why i want to understand, there's times when i hold a knife that a part inside of me continues beyond the action with the knife (example cutting the milk tin) and i imagine bad things, what would happen *if* if i actually did something else with the knife, this been happening for a time and torments me through the nights before sleeping, i'm 27 years of age. What is it called and what is best for me?, thank you all understanding people --- tsutomy ^_^

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tsutomu ^_^

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  • 1 month ago
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    it's called homicidal ideation. I'd try counseling. Even if you wouldn't "harm a fly". 

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  • Anonymous
    1 month ago

    You have a mental illness.

    I would recommend a doctor.

    He will advise.

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