Nothing wrong in behaving like a love sick teenager other than you've possibly been there done it and still have the scars to prove it! However, things said at the heat of romance, a moment of old chemistry, don't always playout as we'd like. That of course doesn't necessarily mean it was all BS! The reality of both of your locations kick in and despite yearning on both parts, you're both big-enough and old-enough to accept reality based on this distance dilemma. I suggest you stop running before you fall over and gently stroll and enjoy the electronic connection of the Internet, and like many before you and also after you, don't over think and get use to a new way of dating that could invariably end up being the man of your dreams.