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argued with my boyfriend about my male friends. Finally he sent these messages below. I’m an English learner so I don’t know if I can understand it literally meaning. I’m aware of depending on a situation but if you were me, which meaning do you capture, positive or negative?“My life isn't perfect. I want you... show more argued with my boyfriend about my male friends. Finally he sent these messages below. I’m an English learner so I don’t know if I can understand it literally meaning. I’m aware of depending on a situation but if you were me, which meaning do you capture, positive or negative?“My life isn't perfect. I want you in my life but I need some time to think. I have soo many good memories with you but this happening so close to me going away it gives me more things to think about. This just came at a bad time for me.”?
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