My sexual assaultor die today, do you think I should go to the funeral?

The thing is he is considered "family" since he was related by blood to me. My parents say that I should go since other family members are going to be there and if I dont go it would look "bad". His family doesnt know what he did to me, and it was like 5 years ago. But it still is something that... show more The thing is he is considered "family" since he was related by blood to me. My parents say that I should go since other family members are going to be there and if I dont go it would look "bad". His family doesnt know what he did to me, and it was like 5 years ago. But it still is something that I'm recovering from. If I do go, what should I do. Thank You!
Update: it would be a service and his body is going to be displayed in a casket.
Update 2: If I go what kind of thoughts should I be thinking? to heal myself.
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