Does this sound like autism?

1. I have no confidence. 2. I have no self worth. 3. I avoid people and doing things like answering important emails. 4. I feel different from other people. 5. I feel I have to prove I'm equal to others. 6. I hate my body. 7. I hate scary movies. 8. I wish I had friends but don't feel good enough. 9. I get... show more 1. I have no confidence.
2. I have no self worth.
3. I avoid people and doing things like answering important emails.
4. I feel different from other people.
5. I feel I have to prove I'm equal to others.
6. I hate my body.
7. I hate scary movies.
8. I wish I had friends but don't feel good enough.
9. I get bad dreams often.
10. I don't look after myself much.
11. I'm extremely sensitive to what other people think/say about me.
12. I find animals easier to deal with.
13. I find it hard to trust.
14. I have very little desires other than to be left alone.
15. I hate authority, having no freedom and rules.
16. I don't feel good at explaining things.

To give some perspective, my condition is so bad that I go out of my way to go to shops with a self-service check out. I've lost friends because of my avoidant behaviour, strained relationships, and upset my family. I'm working with some people online atm and I think they're probably annoyed because I avoid getting back to them until hours after.
Update: I am diagnosed with autism, but I think most of you who are saying it's not are probably right, it probably has something to do with how I was treated as a kid.
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