Does this sound like autism?
2. I have no self worth.
3. I avoid people and doing things like answering important emails.
4. I feel different from other people.
5. I feel I have to prove I'm equal to others.
6. I hate my body.
7. I hate scary movies.
8. I wish I had friends but don't feel good enough.
9. I get bad dreams often.
10. I don't look after myself much.
11. I'm extremely sensitive to what other people think/say about me.
12. I find animals easier to deal with.
13. I find it hard to trust.
14. I have very little desires other than to be left alone.
15. I hate authority, having no freedom and rules.
16. I don't feel good at explaining things.
To give some perspective, my condition is so bad that I go out of my way to go to shops with a self-service check out. I've lost friends because of my avoidant behaviour, strained relationships, and upset my family. I'm working with some people online atm and I think they're probably annoyed because I avoid getting back to them until hours after.