Need help between guilt regarding my homosexuality and a thin line between that and OCD behavior?

I'm 17, soon 18 and living with mom and dad in a city named Enterprise in Alabama, It's hard dealing with who I am at school and at home, And the guilt i feel makes me to stop eating sometimes and hand-wash every 15-20 mins. Is there a red flag between sexuality issues or OCD related behavior. Please be... show more I'm 17, soon 18 and living with mom and dad in a city named Enterprise in Alabama, It's hard dealing with who I am at school and at home,

And the guilt i feel makes me to stop eating sometimes and hand-wash every 15-20 mins.

Is there a red flag between sexuality issues or OCD related behavior.

Please be kind, thank you.
Stevie J,
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