Confused? but if otherwise able bodied, get a job-maybe enlist in Army or Marines. Mother will be replace by Sergeant who will tell you what to do- and you'll do it or become the designated attacker for hand to hand combat drill, segeant will have selected other recruits that put down Karate or Judo or other combat art experience as defender examples. You'll go through basic training 10 times after bones are set, mostly healed until you learn do what 'mama' zebra says ( the guy or gall with all the stripes on sleeve like Zebra leg stripes). Think about why mama kicked you out- laziness, up all night on internet or video games, no money brought into to support family, too many visit by police, didn't go to church? General phuckup? Drunky, druggy, child molestor
? Whoremonger? Any thing in bible that advises parents to go to elders at city gates and denounce you so that you'll be restrained while rest of city residents come to gates to throw rocks at you until dead? The consider yourself lucky she just kicked you out instead of arranging 'rock festival' where you'd literaly get stoned!