Yep, Allah will punish you..you atheist, if you genuinely are one. I hope Allah does so if you die as a disbeliever. Your parents may be doing what's the best for you and wanting you to succeed in fulfilling and being dutiful to God but KNOW Allah knows all about you.
Only Allah is the true Judge and knows if you sincerely believe in Him or NOT and only Allah knows all that you are.
Only Allah knows if you fasted for Him alone in the past and were a firm believer or NOT. Only Allah may or may NOT accept your fasting for only Allah knows whatever the reason you have fasted for..whether for Him OR were trying to deceive Him, deceiving the parents..
You may try to deceive your parents but you can NEVER deceive Allah.
Only Allah is most merciful than your parents.
Your parents may help you but they do not hold the power to guide you only Allah can do that and it appears Allah has taken away His guidance from you.
You may think of it as 'force' or whatever but know no muslim needs you. No muslim wants you, no one wants you. No one wants a filthy disbeliever like you who willingly left the truth and disbelieving.
Allah doesn't need you and has already replaced you with someone far superior than you and nothing like you whatsoever..nothing near like you.
You are complaining here for nothing, you are here for nothing. You are nothing and will be the ultimate loser if you die as a disbeliever and for having rejecting Allah's Holy Book & Religion.
Its up to Allah alone if He will guide you again or will not ever again.
You are afraid of your parents for no reason if you are afraid of telling them of your filthy disbelief because it is Allah you should fear.
Allah who knows what is in your heart, who knows about your disbelieving, filthy, diseased heart. Allah who is superior than your parents and knows everything.
THAT you cannot hide...ever. Allah who has the power to expose you if He wants and He may.
Good luck with that because on the Day of Judgement, if you died as a diseliever..you will have no protector and no friend on that Day.
If you parents are truly dutiful to Allah and die as true believing believers of Allah; they will be the ultimate winners and the benefitters of the rewards of Allah.
NOT you. YOU will be the loser, the humiliated and Allah will humiliate you.
You are fooling yourself and you will regret these very words of yours if anything you've said and posted are true.
You will regret like you've never regretted and so sorry. You will cry blood tears and you will see who is the one that believed in fairy-tales and the delusional..you delusional, filthy, disbelieving scum.
Your disbelieve is puke and an embarrassment for you and will be embarrassed like you've never been embarrassed in your entire pathetic life. That is if you continue this path and die as a disbeliever.
Now, run along and tell your so called family about your disbelieve. Go and chase after your pathetic desires, and not encouraging whatsoever.