Jesus Christ does exist, God does exist and Jesus sits at the right hand of the Father God, having come to earth to save us and defeat the enemy once and for all... for all of us. He died on the Cross for all of us - for you and me - no exceptions. He did that because He loved us - and loves us still. Never doubt He is here, ever present, Omnipresent, till the end of time. Hebrews 11:1 Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. GodsLol wherever you are - just ask God to show Himself to you in some way - and if you believe He will, then He will. To the earlier post - The God Jehovah, is not a trickster - again - ask Him.
If you ask in sincerity He will respond.
Ephesians 3;20 Now to Him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine...
God s blessings on all who follow this.