Currently I'm 52. My only daughter was more miles away then I can reach, and she can't afford to come here visit nor does her husband care to come here to live. My husband has been ill for over 10 years, and I'm currently caring for both him as my mother. Neither one of them are that very nice to me, but I live off of $850 a month at this point, because of my own disability. When my mother and my husband has gone on, I doubt I will find much happiness left in this world. So, at that point, as long as I don't have to suffer, I'm fine with going to the Lord.