Please do not do this, you are asking here because deep down you are mature enough to know the correct answer... people online can pretend to be anything they want and are very very convincing. He could google search your image and find your Facebook or email or any other pictures of you online, say on your mums Facebook etc, it’s super easy to do this and would be extremely dangerous for you. I’m not going to sit here and tell you not to speak to people privately online because I know you won’t listen but please keep yourself safe, show a friend his messages, do not tell him anything about your life, you might not think he could use it to harm you but there are many ways he can with your personal info. Why not try a new hobby, an after school class like netball or singing, anything you like the look of, push yourself to go to three and then if you still don’t want to go fine but least you’ve given it a good try then. Look for a youth club in your area, spend less time online.