I don't know what to believe anymore when it comes to that sort of thing. Sure, it's nice to believe or hope that there is something waiting for us after this life, but I don't know if there's a god or an afterlife. I used to pretend that I knew. Now I don't worry much about that stuff. I try to live a good life, treat others as I would like to be treated (I gotta have Thursdays off though!), and I guess I'll find out about god and the afterlife after I die, just like everyone else. For now, I'm not gonna worry about it.