NO doctro would haev accepted the :I'm too scared" excuse to delay surgeyr if it was an emergency. When they give you an anesthetric, NO ONE gets scared. you go to sleep, and don;t feel a thing -- no pain, and no fear.
Where did you get your medical degree, and what hospital allows you to practicwe there?
The point is, sicne YOU are not a doctr, then YOu should not be worreied abotu ANYThing IF TEH DOCTRR IS NOT WORREID ENOUGH TO PERFORM EMERGENCY SURGERY.
eVERYTHING IS FINE. you NEED TO STOP WORRYING -- IT IS CHILDISH.