I feel so useless?

I am a 20 year old girl when vey low self esteem and social anxiety, I don't have any friends at my college, I just feel so very alone and kind of jealous seeing people make friends so easily. I want to be more confident and I am just so mad at myself and feel like crying every day. I can't remember a day... show more I am a 20 year old girl when vey low self esteem and social anxiety, I don't have any friends at my college, I just feel so very alone and kind of jealous seeing people make friends so easily. I want to be more confident and I am just so mad at myself and feel like crying every day. I can't remember a day where I was truly happy with my life. I feel like such a failure and feel like I won't accomplish anything in life, what can I do is there anyone I can talk to about this? Like a priest or something?
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