Re-check whether you are truly saved.
To love others is a fruit of the spirit.
Show Jesus to the world by loving one another, as the Bible says.
Jesus commanded to do good to those who hate you.
The prayer that Jesus taught, command us to forgive people. Pray for it and God will help.
Are you truly saved?
Every one who believes in the One True God(Father, Spirit, Son) and accepts Christ ALONE(not self-righteousness, Mary or Saints or sacraments) as His/Her personal savior, is a Church where Christ lives. The physical Church was built with the intention of praising and worshiping God with fellow believers, to spread the Gospel and to grow in Knowledge and Relationship with God. It is not about religion or denomination.It is about Jesus and the greatest sacrifice ever made. Jesus opened the doors of Heavens to everyone who believes in Him ALONE for salvation.
Truly Born-Again believers always have the desire to obey and love God, will hate sin and feel extremely if they fall into sin.