Do you think i'm a slut for losing my virginity?

Okay, i'm 20 and I was just fed up with being a virgin. It was my choice because I wanted to wait until i'm 21. That's like a whole year from now. I can't take my hormones & i'm constantly horny all the time. I hate this feeling so I met this guy at a club. I've been seeing him for a... show more Okay, i'm 20 and I was just fed up with being a virgin. It was my choice because I wanted to wait until i'm 21. That's like a whole year from now. I can't take my hormones & i'm constantly horny all the time. I hate this feeling so I met this guy at a club. I've been seeing him for a month & I couldn't wait any longer. We had sex at least 4 times already & I feel stupid because he's basically using me. It's not what I thought it would be & I feel like i'm only pleasing him. I mean it feels good but after we have it, I don't feel too happy. He don't even call me unless he wants to do it. I stop seeing him because of this because, he's making seem like i'm a slut and i'm not. Is there anyway I could stop this feeling because, I don't want to seem easy?
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