I self harm, still do. Recently for the past week I've been good. The longest I went without cutting was 2 months, but suddenly my feelings and emotions were to much and I relapsed.
I started off self harming with a compass and like sharp earrings. Then knives. Razors. Burning. Scratching. Biting. Tried breaking my bones, didn't work. So I've had it bad. I mainly use razor though as those scars fade fastest. I have some deep old scars on my legs and arms and stomach, otherwise my new ones have faded.
I started self harming due to depression and anorexia. Still have now.
I didn't tell anyone. My mum saw on my arms. She wasn't shocked. I wad depressed and trying to recover from anoexia so it wasn't a shock. Of coure she's not glad that I do it. But I've told her. Cus she knows I still self harm, that I can't stop. If u do, it will lead me to try suicide, which I already gave tied. Numerous times.
And then my best friend found out over my blog. But I dont talk about it. I know she was shocked. Couldn't understand It. My sister was and us repulsed by me. And my dad doesn't unsmderstand It. Si different reactions.
I'm in treatment now for anorexia so while I was an inpatient I couldn't self harm but while at home, I do, if things are too much.
I haven't gotten help for self harm.
Hmm... I don't know how thus will affect me. I mean. It's not easy having people stare at me funny and kind of scared cus if my scars.