Lost faith in god, please help?

I wont tell you everything, I'm not here to vent. Basically, over the past five or six years, god has never been there for me. I've stopped asking why a long time ago, no one can give me an answer and he wont answer me. How did you lose faith in god and what did it feel like? I feel a little bit numb, and... show more I wont tell you everything, I'm not here to vent. Basically, over the past five or six years, god has never been there for me. I've stopped asking why a long time ago, no one can give me an answer and he wont answer me. How did you lose faith in god and what did it feel like? I feel a little bit numb, and I've heard some people say it feels like someone died. I'm slowly coming out of the lost feeling with the help of my friends, but I still dont feel anything from him. Why did you lose faith? Or if you dont want to say why, can you tell me if it hurt or what it felt like? I'm not sure if it should be more... painful or something, like a sign of the devil.
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