What if God HAD made you stronger, prettier, smarter, taller, richer…and that became the very thing that cost you your immortal soul? Have you not seen many lives ruined by those things? He made you the way He made you, to save you. He did not make any mistakes creating you. He wasn’t having a bad day when He designed your existence. Your loving Father in Heaven permits and prevents those things that will give you the greatest opportunity to turn to Him. All of His thoughts toward you are for His glory and your good, in that order. You were not designed to fail. The primary reason for your existence is to become a person He will want to spend eternity with by your becoming more and more like Him – a citizen of heaven.
He created you with gifts, strengths and most of all, the ability to respond to His love for you. He clearly knows your failures and stupidities. Before you were born or even cared about Him, your Father in Heaven did His part making the way to come back to Him again. Your job is to do the simple things He requires of you to be right with Him and stop squandering your years in sin and self-obsession. Confess your sins to God, truly sorry for offending His love for you; turn from them in faith trusting Jesus took the punishment on a cross your sins deserved. He delights in forgiving all who ask, as often as they ask, even empowering you with His Holy Spirit to do what He commands. Otherwise, if you lose eternal life, it will have been by your own choosing. He made the way. Will you receive it?
Here are the Bible verses, Romans 9:20-23; Isaiah 64:8; Jeremiah 29:11; Romans 2:4; Romans 3:23-24; 1 John 1:8-9; Romans 5:8; Romans 10:9-10,13; Ephesians 2:8-9; 2 Corinthians 5:21; 1 Peter 2:24; 1 Peter 3:18; John 3:16-18; John 3:36; 1 John 5:11-13