It's been over a month since my girlfriend passed away and I'm still numb?

I find it hard to get up in the morning. I just started University this week and I don't even want to go. I feel numb and just like I'm here, but not here, if that makes any sense. There are times where I feel like I'm living again and I actually have energy to go out and have fun, but it... show more I find it hard to get up in the morning. I just started University this week and I don't even want to go. I feel numb and just like I'm here, but not here, if that makes any sense.

There are times where I feel like I'm living again and I actually have energy to go out and have fun, but it doesn't last.

When I'm at school or with friends I act normal. It gets me through the day. When no one is around, I feel numb again..

Any suggestions or advice?
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