I still have faith in God, so the answer is never, but the amount differs at times. Yes, i've felt God wasn't listening to me lots of times. Yes, many times I thought he forgot me as my prayers seemed to fall on God's overwhelmed ears. Yes, especially now; but they are slowly mending, as God has provided me with many blessings and they are helping me through my very rough patch, and I'm certain I'll be better for it(as I am after rough patches), but this one will take a LONG time to get through. Who do I blame for the loss of faith in God? God. Because he knew what would happen b4 it happened, but he let my heart get trampled on anyway, and failed to fix the situation in my favor, so for a time, I questioned his love for me, and wondered y he had forsaken me. But now, I'm back home, surrounded by loving family and friends, who take time outta their busy schedules to pray for me, and to comfort me...and that, itself is a gift from God, because if God didn't give them a caring heart/spirit, they'd be selfish and not want to help alleviate my pain.