Hi. I was crusing the net. came across this site and caught your message.
My friend. I will tell you. Please hang with it. Life is tough, cruel and so are people. I have been crapped on bullied came from a poor family. Struggled as a kid. Depression, suicide, alcohol, drugs been there done it. That was 31 years ago., been married for 20, have a good job. Many times I think back to when I thought about suicide, the pain, the bullying the name calling etc. etc. It is not a phase. Your parents are wrong. You do not need a doctor with a degree in psycology they got from reading books to play mind games with you. This is a test! One of many that come our way in life. It means more then any test in history, math or english. It means more then any project you may have to complete to get a grade on. Some of us get tested early in life, some later. And some many times over This test is about you at your lowest state of feeling, which will come and go like a roller coaster with highs and lows. It may not be tomorrow, it may not be next week. But you will meet that friend, you will meet that girl, you will get that job, you will get that car, you will get that house. You will live my friend and you will pass the test.!!!