I've read nearly 100 books on love, and geuss what. You don't heal a broken heart. I'm sorry to tell you this. Because it sounds to me like your path is seriously out-of-whack. See only time can heal wounds(just like the visible ones, i.e. cuts etc.). Now if your faith is truely what you tell us then you are aware that GOD does and always has healed those in need. You have told us that you are a true beleiver yet it sounds like you are questioning what is going on. More to the point your questioning GOD. I say this because your own continueing refrence to being saved, and being a pearcher. See when GOD is truely using you, you are in a constant battle with the devil. GOD fills your heart and your soul, but the devil takes everytime he thinks you'll question GOD. GOD never takes and infact he only blesses and provides what we truely need. I'm asking you as a beleiver and a friend to stop. Stop feeling empty and down, to stop feeling broken hearted. And to ask GOD back into your life and to heal the wounds you feel are inflicted upon you. A good friend of mine told me that if you ask GOD he will answer. So ask him please. I promise to continue praying for you. Also if you are serious read the following book:
Battle Field of the Mind
I will continue praying for you...........
However please remember life is a battle. And our faith is what the war is over.
Personal belief and reading the book:
Battle Field of the Mind by Joyce Meyer