I am not depressed or anything, I just don't like friends and I don't have any. And I have a lot of social anxiety.. I am 12 by the way, I think it is no point of trying to have friends at this age because I always get bullied so, why would it matter? Our brains have not matured enough to handle a good relationship, anyways... At break time, (recess or library) I go outside to the back where there is this stray black cat I call Toast, and I draw and listen to music behind a big box in the back.. Am I strange? Please tell me x3.