My father committed suicide in 1978, after trying 4 times and finally succeeding. We all knew my mom knew about it. Now, 34 years later my mother dies suddenly and I think she had it planned out as well as my father had, it came to me like a flash! She used her blood pressure meds to overdose, then run to my sister's place next door screaming that she could not catch her breath, and then rushed to hospital, then writes on pad "Am I Dying yet?". With what she took, that's the first sign, you can't catch your breath, and little by little you start to slow down ever so slowly. Family doesn't think like me, and I'm on the black sheep side, so they won't listen to reason, but I know that my mother committed suicide, not some age thing. She was good for at least 10 more years, she was 82. She was an actress in her youth and even pretended to commit suicide years ago when she was staying at this hotel with her 3rd husband! Scary stuff, but now I have to deal with it alone...but then there are YOU GUYS out there, GO AHEAD WHAT SAY YOU?????? Please answer, all answers no matter how slight or good or bad or ugly will be accepted to help me deal with the facts! Thank you.