but i'm good at it. as a sophmore i'm the captain of my cross country team run a 17 minute 5k a 4:59 mile and an 11 minute 2 mile. however i really genuinely hate running and everything about it, i joined the wrestling team this year and loved it. i just enjoy doing all kinds of sports just not running. the problem is i can't quit, i'm captain and anchor man on the 4x8 team and running is my best shot at a scholarship. i have to preach the joys of running to little kids i coach, but i've never liked it. None of the good runners at other schools understand it or anyone on my team. what should i do?