Now , im only 17 but....
My mom constantly tells me how worthless I am, she should've aborted me when she had the chance and that she hates me.
It honestly never used to bother me until she said her two darkskin children give the most trouble and she only has one good son.
My mom is biracial btw.
This "one good son" is light skinned and also very successful.
I have a 94 average
Drug and baby free
Afraid to even be outside past 10
Now, what should I do ?
She's seriously leading me into ugly suicidal thoughts. I'm just sick and tired of the accusations and hate. Really dont want to be here anymore