• Unless someone can prove me wrong,I'm going to be angry with God,probablyhelp?

    So since God did not have friends ( Not saying I'm ok with it because many have been hurt all because god wanted friends),he created beings to be his friends.Then he fought with an angel called lucifer because lucifer tried to take his friend.Bam that's Gods story from the beginning.But then God created me (representing humans).According to... show more
    So since God did not have friends ( Not saying I'm ok with it because many have been hurt all because god wanted friends),he created beings to be his friends.Then he fought with an angel called lucifer because lucifer tried to take his friend.Bam that's Gods story from the beginning.But then God created me (representing humans).According to Adam and eve we were always right when it came to good and were peaceful.But since God wanted us to love him,he brought the devil to test us and we sinned.Now,what I want to know is,if the devil and God were not existent, I (humans) would have been great beings and have not been evil creatures like we are now.So does this mean that I was a perfect fully good being but because of some God who didn't have any friends and wanted to test us for his "Love",we live in chaos?Please tell me this is not true.Its like you see a perfect guy at work with straight A's and since your a ***** who gets no love you have to go on and cause him to drop his grades just so you can correct him and have him love you?Well this is some serious bullshit.Due to the fact of all the bad things that have happened in my life.
    1 answer · Religion & Spirituality · 6 months ago
  • My mom is very selfish and in denial,this is bullshit,help?

    I just want to know why God gave me a dumb and selfish mother and then I have to watch her go to Hell in the end.It just makes me angry how God knows I am strong and willing to give everything away for him,but for things like this I feel it's stupid.I am an elect person in God trust me I have God with me.But it just makes really angry to the... show more
    I just want to know why God gave me a dumb and selfish mother and then I have to watch her go to Hell in the end.It just makes me angry how God knows I am strong and willing to give everything away for him,but for things like this I feel it's stupid.I am an elect person in God trust me I have God with me.But it just makes really angry to the point I can get very hateful.I don't know what to do anymore.
    1 answer · Religion & Spirituality · 6 months ago
  • I really need your help please!!!What do you think of what I told God?

    I probably should be telling you,but I used to live in total Hell for 5 years complaining and all chaos because my life was not the perfect life I wanted.But only through Gods love I made it out (I used to be just like his worst enemy,probably the exact same one all because I was angry and not content with my life).And now that I've been... show more
    I probably should be telling you,but I used to live in total Hell for 5 years complaining and all chaos because my life was not the perfect life I wanted.But only through Gods love I made it out (I used to be just like his worst enemy,probably the exact same one all because I was angry and not content with my life).And now that I've been living,I'm happy and I'm content God has fixed my life.And now,I want you to just imagine I'm at work with God struggling through,but at lunch time when we are resting,I told God "You did not make me your favorite son,neither have you given me the life I wanted,i never picked to serve you or anyone,I did not pick any of these.And now I can only move forward if it is what you want me to do (obviously it is).But even now that my life is fixed and things are flowing through very normally,if it were all up to me with full knowledge of what I'm going to live,if rather stay dead.Sorry if I've disappointed you." I'm asking for your thoughts on this because I feel Soooo ungrateful and so sad that I had to say this.that this just wouldn't even be something for me just say sorry for to God if I really have dissapointed him(it).I don't know,the thing where I am not that perfect lucifer guy and my dream will never be true,just wrecks every little part of me.im sorry for everything.Im a little scared I said this,what if God hates me for this????What am I going to do?????????
    8 answers · Religion & Spirituality · 6 months ago
  • Can God be compared to a dictator?

    Yeah cause remember it's Gods will (only what he wants) and if you don't do it he will send you to Hell,basically he killed you.Also know that no dictators are good.i know some of you are high in the Lord blah blah blah but let's be real,if God wants to do whatever he wants to you he will do it.He even show us in the bible of a human who... show more
    Yeah cause remember it's Gods will (only what he wants) and if you don't do it he will send you to Hell,basically he killed you.Also know that no dictators are good.i know some of you are high in the Lord blah blah blah but let's be real,if God wants to do whatever he wants to you he will do it.He even show us in the bible of a human who God hated even before he was born.So is it more like (Just do what he says because he's going to kill you if you dont)?
    13 answers · Religion & Spirituality · 7 months ago
  • Should I struggle for the better or just enjoy this life to it’s fullest?

    Ok so I know once you enter heaven,God will pay you for the things you have suffered in the past life (the life we are in now).Lets say one day you went through such and such so God will reward you with a nice place in heaven.And all those rewards are for the people who were poor,bad life habits,basically people who have rough lifes like dishwashers... show more
    Ok so I know once you enter heaven,God will pay you for the things you have suffered in the past life (the life we are in now).Lets say one day you went through such and such so God will reward you with a nice place in heaven.And all those rewards are for the people who were poor,bad life habits,basically people who have rough lifes like dishwashers and lower is what I’m talking about.They will be the biggest ones in Heaven.But if your just a person with a decent normal life that does exercise who really doesn’t have any real struggling problems,then what is God exactly going to pay you for?Nothing.So if your a person who loves your life and can say you are happy right now,Know that when you enter Heaven your not going to have anything,because God will say he has nothing to pay you for since you wanted a happy life on earth and God granted the wish.But What im trying to figure out with my life is what should I do.Should I put myself in rough situations to receive maximum rewards in heaven,or live a nice smooth easy life and not get anything once I’m in the gates of paradise?What is the best?Leave your answer and I’ll reply I promise.
    10 answers · Religion & Spirituality · 7 months ago
  • Should I struggle or live my life happy?

    Ok so I know once you enter heaven,God will pay you for the things you have suffered in the past life (the life we are in now).Lets say one day you went through such and such so God will reward you with a nice place in heaven.And all those rewards are for the people who were poor,bad life habits,basically people who have rough lifes like dishwashers... show more
    Ok so I know once you enter heaven,God will pay you for the things you have suffered in the past life (the life we are in now).Lets say one day you went through such and such so God will reward you with a nice place in heaven.And all those rewards are for the people who were poor,bad life habits,basically people who have rough lifes like dishwashers and lower is what I’m talking about.They will be the biggest ones in Heaven.But if your just a person with a decent normal life that does exercise who really doesn’t have any real struggling problems,then what is God exactly going to pay you for?Nothing.So if your a person who loves your life and can say you are happy right now,Know that when you enter Heaven your not going to have anything,because God will say he has nothing to pay you for since you wanted a happy life on earth and God granted the wish.But What im trying to figure out with my life is what should I do.Should I put myself in rough situations to receive maximum rewards in heaven,or live a nice smooth easy life and not get anything once I’m in the gates of paradise?What is the best?
    17 answers · Religion & Spirituality · 7 months ago
  • How am I supposed to feel any love towards God now?

    I spent 5 years sleeping myself to sleep with depression because God would not grant my wish of being the cutest looking boy in the universe.About a week or weeks ago I heard something that made me feel better than every other day from before to 5 years ago.And I no longer cry or am that depressed anymore.Look at my page and you will see me looking... show more
    I spent 5 years sleeping myself to sleep with depression because God would not grant my wish of being the cutest looking boy in the universe.About a week or weeks ago I heard something that made me feel better than every other day from before to 5 years ago.And I no longer cry or am that depressed anymore.Look at my page and you will see me looking for solutions on will god grant my wish (BECAUSE I REALLY WANTED IT AND NEEDED IT).But I heard God after 5 sad years saying he wants me to become a better person and wants me in heaven.I improved this week a lot I’m happy,and I’m living my life the way I should have lived during those 5 years of depression.But now the thought has come back to me and said “Did you really just let god spit at your prayers for 5 years and in the end you ended up with nothing?5 years for nothing ?And now I’m angry again same hateful blasphemous routine “God is a **** ****** whore”.And now I’m just thinking of living in war with God until I’m dead,not because he didn’t grant my wish of physical beauty,but because he let me down in a ******* lake of hatred and disgustness and the truth is it’s all Gods fault for allowing me to live destroyed so much that now I don’t even know what love means.Its all God’s fault.I really don’t care send me to Hell or kill me or whatever is exactly what I’m feeling right now I don’t care.Just like that.
    6 answers · Religion & Spirituality · 7 months ago
  • How am I supposed to feel any love towards God now?

    I spent 5 years sleeping myself to sleep with depression that God would not grant my wish of the cutest looking boy in the universe.About a week or weeks ago I heard something that made me feel better than every other day from before to 5 years ago.And I no longer cry or am that depressed anymore.Look at my page and you will see me looking for... show more
    I spent 5 years sleeping myself to sleep with depression that God would not grant my wish of the cutest looking boy in the universe.About a week or weeks ago I heard something that made me feel better than every other day from before to 5 years ago.And I no longer cry or am that depressed anymore.Look at my page and you will see me looking for solutions on will god grant my wish (BECAUSE I REALLY WANTED IT AND NEEDED IT).But I heard God after 5 sad years saying he wants me to become a better person and wants me in heaven.I improved this week a lot I’m happy,and I’m living my life the way I should have lived during those 5 years of depression.But now the thought has come back to me and said “Did you really just let god spit at your prayers for 5 years and in the end you ended up with nothing?5 years for nothing ?And now I’m angry again same hateful blasphemous routine “God is a **** ****** whore”.And now I’m just thinking of living in war with God until I’m dead,not because he didn’t grant my wish of physical beauty,but because he let me down in a ******* lake of hatred and disgustness and the truth is it’s all Gods fault for allowing me to live destroyed so much that now I don’t even know what love means.Its all God’s fault.I really don’t care send me to Hell or kill me or whatever is exactly what I’m feeling right now I don’t care.Just like that.
    6 answers · Mythology & Folklore · 7 months ago
  • Can a true Christian agree with this?

    Ok why is it that god battles so much for “True love” when there really is no true love?How can there be true love between you and the same god who threatens to kill you if you don’t do what he says?How is that love?Its like I point a gun at you and say “If you don’t like me,I’m gonna kill you”Isn’t it the same thing when god threatens all beings to... show more
    Ok why is it that god battles so much for “True love” when there really is no true love?How can there be true love between you and the same god who threatens to kill you if you don’t do what he says?How is that love?Its like I point a gun at you and say “If you don’t like me,I’m gonna kill you”Isn’t it the same thing when god threatens all beings to love him or he will “Send you into Hell to be destroyed”?How is that love???What kind of F’d up God is that?
    18 answers · Religion & Spirituality · 7 months ago
  • How can I fully restore myself in God?

    I’ve been blasphemous to the fullest.Seeking things my heart desires that God denies.Its been going like this for years.I hated God to the fullest.God never killed me after so many things I did to the almighty and Jesus Christ.20 years of age now and I’ve lost about 5 years in this mess.But I feel God wants me to come to Heaven.I’ve learned about my... show more
    I’ve been blasphemous to the fullest.Seeking things my heart desires that God denies.Its been going like this for years.I hated God to the fullest.God never killed me after so many things I did to the almighty and Jesus Christ.20 years of age now and I’ve lost about 5 years in this mess.But I feel God wants me to come to Heaven.I’ve learned about my errors.How can I restore my self and my relationship with God to the fullest?
    6 answers · Religion & Spirituality · 7 months ago
  • Are there any possibilities god will give me the thing I cannot enter heaven without?(I don’t want to look like this,I hate it.?

    I really don’t wanna be affected by physical appearance.I want to tell god that I CANNOT and DO NOT wanna have to go through bulls just because my physical appearance does not measure up to worldly guidelines.I want to be made as good looking as possible.I know the devil glorifies it,but I’m not doing it for that reason.Im a human and I have the... show more
    I really don’t wanna be affected by physical appearance.I want to tell god that I CANNOT and DO NOT wanna have to go through bulls just because my physical appearance does not measure up to worldly guidelines.I want to be made as good looking as possible.I know the devil glorifies it,but I’m not doing it for that reason.Im a human and I have the word of god.But yeah I defenetely DO NOT and CANNOT be affected by it.I cannot live with the image (physical appearance god gave me).If god wants me to pay for it in any way I will do it no matter what.Ill do whatever god wants but I CANNOT LIVE forever looking the way I look today.Or even a sign of God that says I will be blessed with physical beauty will work.But I need to know what will happen within this life so I can choose Heaven or Hell.If god can’t give me something as simple as it is for him to do Then I’ve lost all hope.This means everything to me.I want to know if god will change my appearance in the next life to look as good as possible.I understand I don’t need physical appearance in heaven but I want it and I need it for my own reasons.If I become a leader in heaven.i Don’t want anyone to have better looks than me.Gods son Lucifer had the best of the best and I’m already hateful to god for not putting me as his son and choosing someone else over me.But I will understand I can’t be given Lucifer’s image because it’s his off course,but I will surely need the best image available that god can give me.
    5 answers · Religion & Spirituality · 7 months ago
  • Will god allow my wish to become true?I know I sound like a troll.But this is seriously something I cannot exist in the next life without.?

    I really don’t wanna be affected by physical appearance.I want to tell god that I CANNOT and DO NOT wanna have to go through bulls just because my physical appearance does not measure up to worldly guidelines.I want to be made as good looking as possible.I know the devil glorifies it,but I’m not doing it for that reason.Im a human and I have the... show more
    I really don’t wanna be affected by physical appearance.I want to tell god that I CANNOT and DO NOT wanna have to go through bulls just because my physical appearance does not measure up to worldly guidelines.I want to be made as good looking as possible.I know the devil glorifies it,but I’m not doing it for that reason.Im a human and I have the word of god.But yeah I defenetely DO NOT and CANNOT be affected by it.I cannot live with the image (physical appearance god gave me).If god wants me to pay for it in any way I will do it no matter what.Ill do whatever god wants but I CANNOT LIVE forever looking the way I look today.Or even a sign of God that says I will be blessed with physical beauty will work.But I need to know what will happen within this life so I can choose Heaven or Hell.If god can’t give me something as simple as it is for him to do Then I’ve lost all hope.This means everything to me.I want to know if god will change my appearance in the next life to look as good as possible.I understand I don’t need physical appearance in heaven but I want it and I need it for my own reasons.If I become a leader in heaven.i Don’t want anyone to have better looks than me.Gods son Lucifer had the best of the best and I’m already hateful to god for not putting me as his son and choosing someone else over me.But I will understand I can’t be given Lucifer’s image because it’s his off course,but I will surely need the best image available that god can give me.
    17 answers · Religion & Spirituality · 7 months ago
  • I really need this,what will happen with god?

    I really don’t wanna be affected by physical appearance.I want to tell god that I CANNOT and DO NOT wanna have to go through bulls just because my physical appearance does not measure up to worldly guidelines.I want to be made as good looking as possible.I know the devil glorifies it,but I’m not doing it for that reason.Im a human and I have the... show more
    I really don’t wanna be affected by physical appearance.I want to tell god that I CANNOT and DO NOT wanna have to go through bulls just because my physical appearance does not measure up to worldly guidelines.I want to be made as good looking as possible.I know the devil glorifies it,but I’m not doing it for that reason.Im a human and I have the word of god.But yeah I defenetely DO NOT and CANNOT be affected by it.If you ask a question leave it down below then check 10 minutes later I’ll reply.
    6 answers · Religion & Spirituality · 7 months ago
  • God abandoned me.?

    I don’t have the money that I need,I don’t have the family I need.I don’t have anything I need.Never had an actual love or anything.20 year old male.I don’t know how god expects me to battle all this bull and more and more to come.This world only gets colder.Like WTF?
    I don’t have the money that I need,I don’t have the family I need.I don’t have anything I need.Never had an actual love or anything.20 year old male.I don’t know how god expects me to battle all this bull and more and more to come.This world only gets colder.Like WTF?
    13 answers · Religion & Spirituality · 8 months ago
  • Is being self centered wrong and what does god think about it?

    I have great needs of admiration and love wanting to make myself better.But what is wrong with it?
    I have great needs of admiration and love wanting to make myself better.But what is wrong with it?
    9 answers · Religion & Spirituality · 8 months ago
  • Why am I not content with my life?

    I don’t have anything in my life that I ever wanted.I feel sad,jealous,envious and hateful when I see others living the life I wanted.And god let me down.Its like i don’t matter at all.
    I don’t have anything in my life that I ever wanted.I feel sad,jealous,envious and hateful when I see others living the life I wanted.And god let me down.Its like i don’t matter at all.
    11 answers · Religion & Spirituality · 8 months ago
  • I’m feeling destroyed in every way,help me?

    I’m feeling super sad and jealous as always because of the fact I’m just a human made from clay unlike Lucifer who had everything and will always be better than me no matter what.Lucifer was the cutest guy ever everyone loved him and I can imagine how that life in heaven feels like.But when I look at my self and compare to him,how do you think I... show more
    I’m feeling super sad and jealous as always because of the fact I’m just a human made from clay unlike Lucifer who had everything and will always be better than me no matter what.Lucifer was the cutest guy ever everyone loved him and I can imagine how that life in heaven feels like.But when I look at my self and compare to him,how do you think I feel?I cry myself every night to sleep.I have full hatred towards god.WHY DIDNT GOD MADE ME HIS SON AND INSTEAD SOMEONE ELSE????I FEEL BETRAYED,LOST,FORGOTTEN,USELESS.THIS IS WHY IVE BECOME AN ENEMY OF GOD.I AM THE OWNER OF A COMPANY AND IM VERY PROUD OF MYSELF IN ONE WAY,BUT IN ANOTHER WAY ITS TOTAL CHAOS.OVERWELMED WITH ALL THIS JEALOUSY AND HATRED.
    3 answers · Religion & Spirituality · 8 months ago
  • How am I supposed to feel?

    Comparing me made out of dirt from that same ground you step on.And comparing Lucifer made from all the precious things there were and who was given everything.How am I supposed to feel about that?
    Comparing me made out of dirt from that same ground you step on.And comparing Lucifer made from all the precious things there were and who was given everything.How am I supposed to feel about that?
    7 answers · Religion & Spirituality · 8 months ago
  • What should I do?

    My life is chaos and I don’t have god in my life at all.I am an enemy of god.Toxic to humans in general since I try to drag them into the Hell that awaits me.And yesterday god told me something I knew.That he wouldn’t kill me because what if suddenly in the future I change and come back.But god also said if that wasn’t the case,he’d rather have me dead.
    My life is chaos and I don’t have god in my life at all.I am an enemy of god.Toxic to humans in general since I try to drag them into the Hell that awaits me.And yesterday god told me something I knew.That he wouldn’t kill me because what if suddenly in the future I change and come back.But god also said if that wasn’t the case,he’d rather have me dead.
    4 answers · Religion & Spirituality · 8 months ago
  • HOW SHOULD I FEEL ABOUT THIS?

    I've had enough tradegies to just want to die.But when I see other living in harmony and talking about how their lifes are so perfect,how am I supposed to feel about that lol?
    I've had enough tradegies to just want to die.But when I see other living in harmony and talking about how their lifes are so perfect,how am I supposed to feel about that lol?
    4 answers · Singles & Dating · 9 months ago