I don't like most carnival rides because they go too fast. I didn't realise how bad this was until I went to the moutains yesterday with my bf and his friends, we got some plastic sleds and went sledding. I tried to sled twice but before even going down that far I freaked out and had to jump off. I found sledding on my butt though being a bit too slow for me was still more fun. I don't get to do things like that too often so most of my days is just sitting still in my house. When I go too fast ( even if someone is speeding on a highway) my heart starts beating fast and feels like my chest is empty, I can't breathe and start panicking. I'm not sure how I got like this. The earliest I can remember feeling like that was being about 5 years old and my parents pushing me high on the swing and im freaking out while they kept pushing me to the same height. How do I get over this fear so I can have fun with everyone else?