I ruined an amazing relationship by being stupid and selfish. I treated my girlfriend like **** and she’s broke up with me and it’s all my fault.
We’re both still deeply in love but she doesn’t want to put up with my **** for any longer. I can’t blame her, I ******* hate myself.
Once our relationship became long distance, I’ve completely dropped the ball on making her feel loved and comprising for the time spent apart, as well as being as asshole when we’re together.
Now she’s gone and I’m back to feeling truly lonely. She’s the only girl I’ve been with who I’ve really felt a deep connection with, and vice versa, but I’ve ruined everything. I was given so many chances too.
She wants me to change and come back to her when I really have but I can’t envisaging myself even getting through the next month. I’m so so heartbroken and I don’t know what to do