( Sorry This Is So Long) I was raped and got pregnant at 16, my mother tried to force me to have an abortion and I refused. My son was born in Dyersburg Tennessee on February 15, 1979. I was put under 2 minutes before his birth and woke up in recovery alone, where I stayed alone for over 45 minutes. I saw my son for only a minute before he was rushed to another hospital in Memphis with serious birth defects, He died a week later. Now, 30 years later my sister, brother and Aunt say they believe my mother arranged for my healthy child to be switched with the ill one of an older married couple. There are so many unusual things surrounding his birth and death that this has but doubt that the child I gave birth to actually died. I've grieved every day for 30 Long years and no matter what, the baby I loved and watched die is mine, but I have 6 autopsy reports, no 2 are the same and it's extremely rare for a healthy non-smoking, non-drinking, non- drug using 16 year old to give birth to a baby with Down's Syndrome. If my biological child IS alive (and I'm not holding out hope) How could I begin to try and find him? If he is alive I did not give him up and at the 30 he'd have to know the parents who raised him are not his biological parents. I'll welcome any help. Thanks.