I had a depressive episode once, and during that time I developed trust issues. The depressive episode ended, and everything was normal for awhile. Then this summer a lot of drama happened with my best friend, the person I trust the most. Now my mom separated us, and I can only email her. I noticed I feel emotions around her and recently put trust in another girl I have known for a while. I can feel around them (not romantic feelings), and I really only feel when I'm doing something with them. When I'm with others outside of those to friends, or by myself I feel almost nothing.