• I need advice on a mistake please..?

    i said something about my loved ones body when i really ment something about my own and i messed up because i wrote it when i was sleepy and now its going to cause throuble. i dont want her to change her body but i cant change her mind anymore... what can i do to fix this i am going crazy... please someone give advice before i want make sure i... show more
    i said something about my loved ones body when i really ment something about my own and i messed up because i wrote it when i was sleepy and now its going to cause throuble. i dont want her to change her body but i cant change her mind anymore... what can i do to fix this i am going crazy... please someone give advice before i want make sure i never live this down... because if she keeps going and dies i will litterly take mine.. she doesnt know how much i love her.. i know it sounds stupid but i really am sorry for my typing mistake.. i am going to try and stream but i dont want her to change.. i want her to stay as she is.. she will literly starve herself to death and i dont wnat that to happen... i never wanted to say that stupid mistake.... i am sorry..
    1 answer · Mental Health · 4 months ago
  • How can i calm down when my anxity in?

    i make this post not for nothing.. i dont know what to do.. i scared the only one i love and her puppy and now i hurt the both of them... i was drawing for her and the connection didnt work and then she fell asleep but i started to have a panic attack because every single time she is way i think she died.. i do have anti anxiety meds but i didnt... show more
    i make this post not for nothing.. i dont know what to do.. i scared the only one i love and her puppy and now i hurt the both of them... i was drawing for her and the connection didnt work and then she fell asleep but i started to have a panic attack because every single time she is way i think she died.. i do have anti anxiety meds but i didnt start them yet but no one tought me how to handle these things.. i need to know because i dont want to lose her and i dont want to cause her more pain... she is a heart transplant but the donor commited suicide and she has guilt from it and ptsd and so does the dog.. and every time i have those attacks i go into "i want to die " mode because i had that all my life... she is the only one who could make me stop saying those things... i need her to calm down but i hurt her puppy and her but no one tought me how to handle those attacks... i dont want to lose her because i litterly dont want to go on without her... she is litterly the only one who feels like familly to me and i dont know what i should do ;( not even my parents can help me with it and i just dont know waht to do ;( ... someone please gice me tips on what to do because i dont wnat to cause her and her puppy more pain again... i need to know how to handle those things... please... someone help... i cant live without her.... please someone help with it... i dont want to lose her... pleaseeeee ;(
    1 answer · Mental Health · 9 months ago
  • Is this trauma that causes her PTSD to kick in?.?

    the love of my life has ptsd and there were made lies about me to her that i had intercourse or cheated on her or that i am after her body when i am not after her body.. and she had a nightmare that i was a pedohpile in that dream and now she thinks i am a pedophile when i am not.. what should i do?. she has meds for it but they arent strong... show more
    the love of my life has ptsd and there were made lies about me to her that i had intercourse or cheated on her or that i am after her body when i am not after her body.. and she had a nightmare that i was a pedohpile in that dream and now she thinks i am a pedophile when i am not.. what should i do?. she has meds for it but they arent strong enough.. i did bad things but i am not a pedophile.... how can i tell her and convince her i am not one...
    1 answer · Mental Health · 12 months ago
  • I CANT TAKE THE BULLY ANYMORE..?

    the same bully that treathened me and my loved one for litterly months. and i cant even do a lot to stop it... they keep making emails and keep making treaths and more.. i even sent a letter and all and it still didnt stop... i am working now on a meeting with the bullies with some specialists but that takes time.. i tried standing up for her 2... show more
    the same bully that treathened me and my loved one for litterly months. and i cant even do a lot to stop it... they keep making emails and keep making treaths and more.. i even sent a letter and all and it still didnt stop... i am working now on a meeting with the bullies with some specialists but that takes time.. i tried standing up for her 2 times at the bullies home and evertytime the dad comes out and treathens to send the police dog after me or to beat me up.. i tried that monthts ago and still it didnt stop.. even if i left the love of my life the bully would not stop because the bully keeps going even after the bully got what it wanted.. WHAT AM I SUPOSED TO DO IF THIS DOESNT WORK............ THE LOVE OF MY LIFE HAS 4 BROKEN TEETH AND CANT EVEN GET THEM FIXED FOR YEARS AND THEY HURT LIKE HELL.. and when i leave the love of my life it would go bad again aswell but i dont know what to do if this meeting plan fails.. i cant take the love of my life dying again.. it makes me suicidal and i got meds to calm me down but the love of my life is the only one that ever kept me calm normally.. she even learns me the bible.. i dont want to lose her.. i am helping her with meds and water and a lot more... its been part of my life nad i cant stop thinking about the love of my life.. last night i didnt sleep from the worries.. i need advice because if i lose her i cant take anything anymore.. and i know it would end bad.. the police cant do anything.. what should i do..
    2 answers · Psychology · 12 months ago
  • Should i stop drawing the woman i love or not?..?

    i did something stupid and now the woman i love feels bad when i draw her.. she thinks she isnt pretty and thinks i am using her for her body.. i dont use her for her body but i love drawing her because it calms me down and it used to help her.. but now it makes her feel bad and she thinks she isnt pretty when she is pretty.. she is a heart... show more
    i did something stupid and now the woman i love feels bad when i draw her.. she thinks she isnt pretty and thinks i am using her for her body.. i dont use her for her body but i love drawing her because it calms me down and it used to help her.. but now it makes her feel bad and she thinks she isnt pretty when she is pretty.. she is a heart transplant and is on heavy meds that have side effects and she cant help it... she is the prettiest girl in the world to me but how am i suposed to tell her that..... she is insecure of herself and she has scars but i dont mind the scars because i think they look cute on her.. other people look at the scar and thinks its gross when i think its just tissue and there is nothing wrong with it.. i have 3 quistions... 1: how can i tell her that she is the prettiest girl in the world to me.. 2: should i keep drawing or not.. 3: what do you think about the scar and insecurity.. and please take it serieus..
    1 answer · Singles & Dating · 12 months ago
  • Can god forgive me?

    i hurt the love of my life by materbating.... i never wanted to do that... i promised her to never do it before and it shot out on accident.... it was going good for months untill recently when the bullies contacted me... she almost killed herself and i had to beg everyone and prayed to got dearly to save her life.... she is alive right now again... show more
    i hurt the love of my life by materbating.... i never wanted to do that... i promised her to never do it before and it shot out on accident.... it was going good for months untill recently when the bullies contacted me... she almost killed herself and i had to beg everyone and prayed to got dearly to save her life.... she is alive right now again but i need to do something about what i did.... about my sin... i should never do that again and i am going to do anything to never do it again.... i am going to the church in an hour to confess everything and i ordered the didachi bible.. i dont want to lose the one i love and i am going to make up for my sin..... is there any way i can be forgiven by god for my girl?... am i still worthy for her to get a chance... and what should i do to never do that again... help me... please help me because i dont want to lose my girl again ;( ...... ( ill awnser any quistions and if something seems wrong ill try to correct it... )
    8 answers · Religion & Spirituality · 1 year ago