I have one voice in my head. (His name is Kai, he's an evil little thing, bloody idiot.) And there are five people I (in very vivid detail) 'daydream' about. I think of them five people as my family more than my actual family, like when I was watching Sherlock Holmes I was imagining Peter and Maddie (they're like my mum and dad) watching it with me. I love Maddie more than my actual mum, Peter more than my actual dad, Jamie, Jaylen and Aaron more than my actual brother, I'd rather my real family disappear than them. Maybe it's just because I had an absolutely terrible childhood (I was abused, there was loads of death, depression and confusion) but I don't know. Is this just a normal thing? When I told my mum about them she acted disgusted but didn't make a deal out of it, just told me if I liked them more they should pay for my stuff, but they can't do that because, unfortunately, they aren't real. If they were real they would though, Peter and Maddie are rich and would love to take care of me and have me live with them away from all the people that have hurt me because they love me because I love them and they don't just expect me to love them unconditionally and they know that live and trust has to be earnt and can be lost and it's okay not to love or trust someone even if they are family because they understand things like that, unlike someone I know.