I have had a few down falls in my life and I never give up. I always look at the most positive aspect of life and look forward for something good to happen, but for some reason I get the short straw and end up getting bit in the ***. I know that sounds pretty bad to say but if you listen for a sec, I could explain my reasoning.
I reacted to a shot when I was five years old called the MMR shot, I got the measles and encephalitis, which is swelling to the brain. The brain damage over time cause me to have seizures. So basically, after I had the shot I have been having them ever since. That was 21 years ago and I feel at this time in my life, this is getting old. Mainly, because I have changed my medication 10 times and had brain surgery twice but still have seizures loosing a few jobs in the process. I am now on disability and hate the idea of it. I am always in the hospital cause I catch some kind of disease, for example, I somehow got cellulitious the other day and was in the hospital for a week cause they thought it was a reaction the the medication that I take and thought that I had the Steven Johnson disease, which would basically mean that I would die.
This is the main reason I ask why some people are so lucky while others are so unlucky. I know a lot of people that that walk through life, never experiencing any bad medical or any problems in general. They are totally on the other side of the fence, if you know what I mean. While others like myself get the short straw. I am not saying that everyone has to go through hardship, I really dont mind and I know most people cant handle that kind of situation. I am just a little messed up on how this concept actually works because religiously and hypothetically, everything is suppose to work out in the end, but for some reason I end up in the hospital and am basically not going to live that long with the luck I have been having the last 20 + years so I ask. How and why do some people get all the luck while others end up getting the bad luck while they work harder in life in general but end up getting bit in the ***????
Pretty boring question but I just feel at this point I need someone elses opinion.